31/45 TEACHING INTERNSHIP

Good morning, Diurna. Today is Tuesday and a review day!

          I woke up early and ready myself to go to school because I had my first period class, minor subject. But before I went to my Grade 9- Yulo, I went first to ma'am Arlene– my CT in my minor subject to ask for the copy of the test questionnaire so that I can review it to them, I was not the one who made the test questionnaire and I was not also assigned to monitor them during the examination, thus, I have to review everything to them since the exam was made by the division. I also went to sir Cyril – my major subject CT to ask for the Grade 8&7 test questionnaire.

 

          Not later that moment, I went straight to my first period class and review some unfamiliar questions and situations to them and some of them answered correctly as I dictated the question and the choices– indeed, ESP subject has a simple questions but critical type of choices as they somehow related to each other so you have to select the best answer. Moreso, it also happened to my major classes in Grade 8 - Garnet, Grade 7- Jasmine and Lavender. I made our review into like activity/oral recitation to help them truly understand and remember it. But unfortunately, I was really disappointed and felt pissed of my Grade 8- Garnet. I gave them all a chance to be able to answer so they can earn points and to be able to help them remember the question. Yet, in the middle of our review one of the students triggered me because he was repeating that I should end my review because it's already time for recess, he said and some students that were already finished answering my questions were silently went outside to have chitchas.

          I was just composing myself and opted to ignore their disrespectful outburst and behavior, because I want to still give others the chance to answer and to be able to get points. But then, I was above my patience, I lost it and told them, "Bantay bitaw dili ka maka pasar ani na exam ha. Kana imong pagka hilason ug pagka bastos, tan.awon tag kinsay maulawan. Siguradoha lang ninyo na pasaron ninyo ang exam. Kamo ra gihapon alaot." and I walked out from their classroom. For that moment, I was about to cry but I'd rather not because I gave my best for today. So I went to my other class, and thankfully it was peace and successful review session with my Grade 7 students, both Lavender and Jasmine. 

 Today was giving me a mixed yet valid emotions. I was drained yet satisfied for I did my part and plan. Goodnight!